Connor
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Darla before she staked
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Connor.
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The darker sides of Cordelia
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Connor with a pregnate Evil Cordelia.
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Four generations: grandfather,
father, mother and daugther.
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Connor (Origin:
Irish Gaelic; A strong will.) Source
Connor is the human child of two vampires, Angel and Darla,
which should have been impossible. Since Darla was a vampire she
was unable to give birth to him and in her only moment of true
'goodness' she sacrificed her unlife for her child.(Lullaby
- S3,Ep9) Darla staked herself so Connor would live.
Connor was only raised by Angel, Cordelia and the rest of Angel
Investigations for the first few weeks after he was born. For the
rest of his childhood he wasn't raised by Angel and Cordelia (Angel's
close friend and someone he falls in love with), but by Holtz,
Angel's adversary. Holtz was a vampire hunter in York and hunted
both Angelus and Darla in the 1700's. Eventually Angelus and Darla
brutally killed his family and even turned his younger daughter,
forcing Holtz to stake her. Holtz's hatred for them grew to the
point that he made a deal with Sahjhan in
1773 to help him get his vengeance in the future. No one knows
who Sahjhan is or why he hates Angel/Angelus so much, not even
Angel.
Sahjhan turned
Holtz to stone and revived him in season 3 to help him in his own
plot to destroy Angel/Angelus.
Sahjhan can travel and effect time, he went back and altered various
prophecies and artifacts. These written histories led Wesley to believe
that "The father will kill the son", meaning Angel would
kill Connor, who was a new born baby.
You can also go to Wesley for
more information about the prophecy and Connor kidnapping.
Wesley was going to run away with Connor and
raise him himself, thus saving Connor. On his way out of town Justine
Cooper, one of
Holtz's present day soldiers, stops him by slashing his throat (leaving
him for dead), stealing his car and baby Connor. She brings Connor
to Holtz so that they both can raise him out west ("Sleep
Tight" - S3,Ep16). Much to her shock things get rather complicated
and Holtz escapes from Angel and Lilah's soldiers by jumping through
a portal into the Quor-toth dimension ("Sleep
Tight" - S3,Ep16).
The Quor-toth dimension is a hellish dimension,
so much so that there is no way in and out. Somehow Sahjhan creates
the portal or tear in the walls between dimensions or the time-space
continuum to threaten Angel. He claimed that he would increase
its size and destroy the world if Angel doesn't give Connor to him.
Unfortunately for both Sahjhan and Lilah, Holtz escapes through it
with Connor.
Connor returns not as a baby, but a full grown teenager of about
16 or 18. Holtz changes Connor's name to Stephen and poisons his
mind against Angel with lies and half truths. In Quor-toth, Stephen
had to constantly fight for his life and so became a capable and
deadly hunter/fighter. He has some heightened senses and abilities
from his vampire parents. He's a very angry, wild young man. Cordy's
new demon abilities manifest themselves and she heals
some of Stephen's pain, she seems to dull his painful memories.
LORNE: In my professional
opinion? Well, Miss Demony Britches here gave that child some
kind of soul colonic. Flushed him out but good.
ANGEL: Flushed what out?
CORDELIA: It was that place, Quortoth. It crept into every part of him. He was
sick with it.
"Benediction" (AtS Season 3, Episode 21)
Holtz passes through the same rift in the dimensional wall and follows
Stephen to complete his plan to destroy Angel/Angelus. With the help
of Justine he sets up his death to look as if a vampire, namely Angel,
killed him. In a blinding rage Stephen captures and imprisons Angel
in a metal box that he dumps into the water just off the L.A. coast.
Over the coarse of the summer Stephen misleads Fred and Gunn, the
last two members of the agency that are still together and working
at the agency, into thinking he doesn't know where Angel is. During
this time the outcast Wesley, from the Fang Gang, has been leading
his own agency to help people while searching for Angel and Cordelia.
Wesley had Justine chained and caged in his apartment while sleeping
with and using Lilah for information. After much work Wesley finds
Angel's cage and frees him. He does what he can, even feeding him
his own blood, until he returns Angel to Fred and Gunn giving them
an explanation to what has happened.
All this is unknown to Stephen. Fred and Gunn use a cattle prod
to stun Stephen and tie him up in a chair. A very angry Fred questions
and electrocutes him, she asks him why and how could he do that to
his father. His anger and hatred for Angel is very deep. Over a few
weeks or a couple of months Angel grows closer to Stephen and he
soon changes his name back to Connor. Angel was angry at Connor for
what he had done, but he continued to love him and forgive him for
his betrayal. Angel seems to understand that Holtz had twisted Connor
over the years.
Connor lives on his own, but on occasion fights with Angel and the
group. He has always continued to kill vampires and other nasties
in L.A.. When 'Cordelia' returns
from being a Higher Being, over the same period of time that Angel
has been underwater, she has no memories of her past. Thinking that
he was protecting Cordy, Angel tells her half truths about who they
are, their history and that he is a vampire.
Huge Spoilers ahead in the next paragraph!!!!
Later on in the season we find out that the real Cordelia did not return from
being a Higher Being, but her body was hijacked by the God that later calls
herself Jasmine. Jasmine is the child of Cordelia's body and Connor. Jasmine
manipulated many people's paths for many years in order to create Connor
(the impossible child of two vampires) and Cordelia (who became half-demon
in order to be able to survive the visions from The Powers That Be). Jasmine's
need to give herself a physical body that would be able to house her powerful
being led her to create an impossibility, Connor, and a vessel, Cordelia,
that was strong enough to carry her and give birth to her. For a time it
seemed that Cordelia had become Evil Cordelia, but in fact she was pushed
to the back of her mind and her body was controlled by Jasmine.
When 'Cordy' finds
out the truth she acts like she feels betrayed and lied to. She leaves
Angel and goes to Connor for shelter and a shoulder to lean on. Over
a period of time we see that Connor has feelings for Cordelia, but
she kept him at a distance. At the time it seems to the audience
that she does this because of her feelings for his father, Angel.
Near the end of the season we find out that it was just part of 'Jasmine's'
act to draw Connor to her in order to have them create and give birth
to her.
During the "end of the world" when
there's fire raining from the sky and the sun is blocked out over
L. A. 'Cordelia' sleeps
with Connor/Steven, Angel's son. The morning after they sleep together
she sees that the world hasn't ended. She starts to act guilty
and uncomfortable and she tells Connor that it was basically a mistake
and because she loves Angel she can't be with him.
During "Soulless" (S4, Ep11) Angelus shines a
light on the fact that Connor and Cordelia slept together, something
that really hurt Angel. He uses it to hurt and taunt them.
In Salvage (S4,Ep13) it
seems that the relationship between Connor and Cordelia come one
step closer
to the Oedipus myth when they sleep
with one another. Evil Cordelia (see Cordelia for
information about who she might actually be) tells Connor that she
is pregnant with his 'child'.
Over the weeks up to the birth of their child
Evil Cordelia corrupts Connor's mind and warps his view of both his
and Cordelia's importance in comparison with regular humans.
In order
to quicken the birth of their child EC convinces Connor to sacrifice
the life of a female virgin. Darla
appears to him to try and sway him away from sacrificing an innocent
girl for the
early birth of his child. Her please fall on deaf ears and Connor
allows the sacrifice. Darla did one good deed by sacrificing herself
for her child's life, an unselfish act. She returns to try and lead
Connor back onto the
path of good by saving the innocent girl and not sacrificing her.
Unfortunately, Connor is poisoned by the Evil Cordelia's
words and cannot be saved.
DARLA: Because we shared
a soul. I feel the pain, the anger, the hurt, like it were
my own. But most of all, I feel the good in you and no matter
how much you’re beaten or twisted or lied to, it’s
still there, in your heart. I know it and deep down, you know
it, too.
CONNOR: Why’d you leave me? Did you hate
me that much?
Terrified, Anna watches Connor talking to the wall and starts
sobbing again.
DARLA: Baby, no. I wanted to be with
you more than anything.
CONNOR: You killed yourself.
I wasn’t even born yet and you—
DARLA:— did
what I had to. My life for yours. I
did so many terrible things, Connor.
So much destruction. So much pain.
You were the one good thing I ever
did. The only good thing. I’d
die every day for the rest of eternity
for you… and this is how you
repay me?
"Inside Out" (S4,Ep17)
Connor was an impossible birth and had a
heavy destiny ahead of him. He was raised in the worth of hell diminutions
all the while having his mind twisted and poisoned by the person
he called father. He was constantly being chased by horrible monsters
that wanted him dead, his entire life was a fight and struggle. When
he came back to his birth dimension he was not ready for all the
things he came across or for who his real father, Angel really was.
He was still manipulated by Holtz up to Holtz's death.
Connor thought he found someone else who
loved him, Cordelia, but he was being manipulated again by a higher
being that needed him. He was a pawn once again to create a
vessel where she can inhabit and therefore come into our dimension
to
rule and
control
it. Months more of lies to twist his heart and mind. All the lies
about his mother from Holtz made Connor not believe what Darla's
spirit had to say when she tried to save him from sacrificing an
innocent.
All he wanted was to be loved and to be a
part of something. In the end he knew he had to kill his own daughter,
Jasmine the higher being that manipulated him. He wanted to die
for being bad, just like Faith. They tried to twist Angel into killing
them in order to end their suffering.
The power of Angel's love bought Connor a
new life as part of a normal and healthy family with no memories
of all that he lived through before. What will the price that Angel
will have to pay for this new life. He was granted it in exchange
for taking over the newly rebuilt L.A. branch of Wolfram & Hart,
the very organization that has been trying to destroy him for four
years.
Connor was a fallen angel that never had
the opportunity to try and redeem himself unless you count killing
Jasmine as part of his penance. He was the product of years of
poison and pain, he never had a real chance to blossom
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Cleansing Connor
Lorne pours himself a drink. He turns to find Connor standing
in the middle of the
hotel lobby.
LORNE:
Oh, hey, kiddo. I didn’t see you there. You looking for your
dad?
Come on. He’s upstairs. I’ll show you the room. This
way.
CONNOR:
I’m not going anywhere with you, demon.
LORNE:
I’ll tell you what… since you were raised in a hell dimension
by a
psychopath and since that happens to be a topic that I know a
little something about, we’ll just let that slide. Now I’ll
fetch
your pop for you.
Lorne turns to continue up the stairs.
CONNOR:
Filthy demon.
LORNE:
Actually, that’s uncle filthy demon to you. It wasn’t
that long
ago— like a week— I was changing your diapers, you
little—
CORDELIA:
Hey!
Cordelia enters and stands between them.
CORDELIA:
What’s the problem?
Lorne stares at Connor.
CORDELIA:
Steven?
Steven never takes his eyes off Lorne.
CORDELIA:
Steven…
After a beat, Connor lets her lead him over to the settee. They
sit down but he
keeps staring at Lorne.
CORDELIA:
I know you haven’t been in this world very long and I imagine
that things are pretty wild westy where you’re from but Lorne’s
a good guy. Honestly.
CONNOR:
It’s a demon.
CORDELIA:
Right. True. He is. But demon doesn’t always mean evil in
this
dimension. I mean, look at me. Well, I’m part demon. (off
his
startled look) Yeah. By choice. I did it so that I could help
people. And so that the back of my head wouldn’t—
Connor draws his knife and lunges at Cordelia, aiming for her heart.
Lorne runs to help Cordelia but he’s too far away
to do any good.
LORNE:
Cordy!
Cordelia and Connor stare at each other as she effortlessly
holds Connor’s knife
hand at bay. Her eyes begin to glow with an intense white light
which spreads,
moving up her arm and into Connor, dissolving the knife in his
hand.
CORDELIA:
Let it go, honey. Just let it go. You don’t need that. You
don’t
need any of that.
The light leaves Cordelia and suffuses Connor.
CORDELIA:
That’s right. Just let it go, baby.
The light finally disappears all together, leaving Connor panting
and staring at Cordelia.
CORDELIA:
Shhh.
Cordelia runs her hand down Connor’s cheek.
CORDELIA:
(whispers)
It’s okay, sweetie. That’s right. It’s okay.
His eyes close and he leans his head against her and cries into her
shoulder.
CORDELIA:
I know. Shhh… it’s okay. It’s okay.
Connor and Cordelia look up as Angel appears on the balcony overhead.
Angel watches as Lorne hands Connor a steaming mug, then
turns to Cordelia.
ANGEL:
How do you feel?
CORDELIA:
Okay. Drained but okay.
LORNE:
Well, you got some serious mojo going on, girl. Whatever deal
you struck with the Powers, it looks to me like they gave you the
full package, all the extras. That kid was toxic when he came here
tonight. Heavy on the ick.
ANGEL:
What actually happened out there?
LORNE:
In my professional opinion? Well, Miss Demony Britches here
gave that child some kind of soul colonic. Flushed him out but
good.
ANGEL:
Flushed what out?
CORDELIA:
It was that place, Quortoth. It crept into every part of him. He
was sick with it.
ANGEL:
When Fred was taking her readings…
LORNE:
He nearly broke the needle. My guess? She wouldn’t even
get so
much as a click off him now.
Angel crouches down in front of Cordelia.
ANGEL:
Thank you. Thank you for doing this for him.
CORDELIA:
I know what it was like for him there, the darkness and the
confusion. He thought it was where he belonged. "Benediction" (AtS
Season 3, Episode 21) |
Manipulation
SKIP:
Do you really think it matters? I mean, nothing I tell you
is going to change what’s going to happen.
ANGEL: Cut the doom and gloom. What’s taken over Cordy?
SKIP: Something beyond your comprehension. To give it voice
would render your feeble brain into a quivering mass of—
ANGEL: Fred? Infinite agony.
Fred stands up with her spell book but Skip holds up his hand in
surrender.
SKIP: Okay, you got me. It doesn’t even have a name.
GUNN: Then what do you call it?
SKIP: You know, “master” or “hey”.
LORNE: Unspeakable horror. For real this time.
ANGEL: No, it doesn’t make sense. Cordy was made a higher being because
she proved herself to the Powers by bearing their visions. This thing couldn’t—
WESLEY: Unless it maneuvered her to inherit the visions in the first place.
SKIP: Uh-oh. Better step on it. The rubes are catching up.
ANGEL: It wasn’t just her ascension. Everything that’s happened
to Cordy in the past few years, all of it, was planned.
SKIP: You really think it stops with her, amigo? Do you have any concept of
how many lines have to intersect in order for a thing like this to play out?
How many events have to be nudged in just the right direction? (to Lorne) Leaving
Pylea. (to Gunn) Your sister. (to Fred) Opening the wrong book. (to Wesley)
Sleeping with the enemy. Gosh, I love a story with scope.
GUNN: No way. We make our own choices.
SKIP: Yeah, sure. A cheese sandwich here, when to floss… but the
big stuff, like two vampires squeezing out a kid?
ANGEL: Connor…
WESLEY: An impossible birth to make one possible.
SKIP: That’s what the kid was designed for.
LORNE: To sleep with Mother Love?
ANGEL: To create a vessel.
SKIP: Look out, the monkey’s thinking again.
ANGEL: Being inside a human makes it vulnerable, doesn’t it? That’s
why it had to stay hidden. Why it needed to create something stronger
to pour itself into.
GUNN: Wait, so the big nasty inside of Cordy is going to give birth to itself?
SKIP: Circle of life. It’s a beautiful thing.
ANGEL: How do we stop it?
SKIP: Well, that’s the easy part, slick. All you gotta do is find
Cordelia and chop her head off.
ANGEL: Has to be another way.
SKIP: Sure. Stab her in the heart, kidney… a couple of pokes in
the lung.
ANGEL: A way that won’t kill Cordy in the process.
SKIP: It takes a whole lotta crammin’ to get that much sweetness into
a human. It’s in every hair, every cell, every molecule of Cordelia’s
body, and it ain’t letting go until it’s got a brand new
bag.
FRED: What happens to Cordy then?
SKIP: Drained of her life force during labor. Those contractions are a real
bitch.
ANGEL: It’ll kill her?
SKIP: Or she’ll end up a head of cabbage.
WESLEY: (to Angel) What do you want to do?
SKIP: The only thing he can do. Kill the woman he loves and save the world.
(to Angel) Times like this, really gotta suck being you.
ANGEL: (agonized) How do I find her? How? FRED: What do you think he’ll do?
GUNN: What he has to, like he always does.
FRED: Will it make a difference? If we really are just pieces being moved around
a board…
GUNN: Then we’ll kick it over and start a new game. Look, monochrome
can yap all he wants about no-name’s cosmic plan but here’s a little
something I picked up rubbin’ mojos these past couple of years: the final
score can’t be rigged. I don’t care how many players you grease,
that last shot always comes up a question mark. But here’s the thing— you
never know when you’re taking it. It could be when you’re duking
it out with the legion of doom or just crossing the street deciding where to
have brunch. So you just treat it all like it was up to you, the world in the
balance, ’cause you never know when it is.
FRED: (smiles) You been practicing that?
GUNN: (laughs) Little bit.
GUNN: Let’s load up.
ANGEL: No, you’re not coming, any of you. Whatever’s taken over
Cordy, it’s still her inside. She’s still our friend. She’s
still the woman I… I won’t let you carry that. I can’t.
SKIP: Anybody got a hanky?
FRED: He’s really going to do it. He’s going to kill Cordelia.
WESLEY: He doesn’t have a choice.
Angel takes a broadsword and heads for the door.
FRED: Angel, wait!
He turns to Fred and shakes his head, then walks out, leaving the
others
in stunned silence.
SKIP: Yep. That’ll go well.
"Inside Out" (AtS Season
4, Episode 17)
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Lies
It dawns on Wesley who really killed
Lilah.
WESLEY:
It was Cordelia… she murdered Lilah.
ANGEL:
We don’t know if it’s really Cordy.
FRED:
Or what she’s got baking in her oven.
GUNN:
Evil and pregnant? I’m guessing it ain’t cookies. Connor leads Cordelia into the dim and
dusty storeroom of an old meat
packing facility. Barbed metal hooks line the walls and hang from
the
ceiling and stainless steel cutting tables are spaced about the
room.
CORDELIA:
Are you sure Angel won’t be able to follow us?
(Cordelia
set it up to look like she was being attached)
CONNOR:
I was careful.
CORDELIA:
How careful?
CONNOR:
Why were they trying to hurt you?
CORDELIA: You know why. They’re afraid. Of you… of
me… what
our
love has created. They were going to kill it— and me— if
you hadn’t come.
CONNOR:
I didn’t know where you were. I thought something bad
might have happened, followed your scent. But I never
thought… how could he do that?
CORDELIA:
Because he hates you. I didn’t want to believe it but he
does. He hates you for being with me. He can’t stand the
fact that he lost, that he’ll never know the feel of my
touch… or the warmth of my lips. (kisses him) You were
right about Angel. He’s an animal and he’s turned
everyone against us.
She appears on the verge of tears and Connor hugs her tightly.
CONNOR:
I’ll kill them all before I let them hurt you.
CORDELIA:
My sweet, sweet boy…
CONNOR:
I know. I just… I can’t believe he tried to kill you.
Maybe it
wasn’t really Angel.
CORDELIA:
Connor…
CONNOR:
Angelus could have tricked us again and—
CORDELIA:
(firm)
It was Angel. You know it was.
CONNOR:
Everything he said, about how I could help make the
world a better place… about being a champion.
CORDELIA:
Lies. Meant to keep you in your place. Where he could
watch you… control you.
CONNOR:
But Fred? Gunn? Wesley? Even Lorne… I thought they
were… good.
CORDELIA:
(annoyed)
What does that mean? Really? Being good, doing the right
thing— by whose judgment? Good, evil… they’re just
words, Connor. Concepts of morality they forced around
your neck to yank you wherever they please. You’re with
me now. You don’t have to live by their rules. You
remember why?
CONNOR:
Because we’re special.
CORDELIA:
That’s right. We’re special and our baby… is going
to be
extraordinary. "Inside Out" (AtS
Season 4, Episode 17) |
Saving
Connor
WESLEY, GUNN,
FRED and LORNE watch fearfully as ANGEL pleads with
CONNOR to come with them.
ANGEL:
Connor, you have to listen to us.
CONNOR:
Listen to you? You’re the ones who lie. You’re the
ones
who hate!
FRED:
No, Connor…
ANGEL:
Jasmine’s controlling you, controlling your feelings.
CONNOR:
You’re wrong, dad! About me, about her, everything. But
it doesn’t matter anymore what you say. We’re gonna
tear you apart.
He looks down the hall with a smile as a dozen of Jasmine’s
followers
round the corner. Angel leaps at the door and slams it shut, bracing
himself against it.
ANGEL:
Run! Get to the car, get out of here. I’ll hold them off.
Someone who knows the truth has to live through this.
Go!
Wesley hesitates a moment, then realizes Angel is right. He turns
to the
others.
WESLEY:
Come on.
They all run for the window and crawl out onto the fire escape
while Angel holds the door shut against Connor’s onslaught.
CONNOR:
(o.s.) I’m finally part of something. I belong! I won’t
let anyone ruin that.
ANGEL:
(sotto)
I know, son.
Angel smashes through the door and lands on top of Connor in the
hallway as Jasmine’s followers stalk mindlessly toward them.
He straddles Connor and punches him over and over and over again,
beating him mercilessly.
Jasmine’s zombies surround Angel as he pounds Connor. Some of
them
pick up pieces of the splintered door and wield them like stakes.
Suddenly Connor crashes down onto the hood of the car, beaten and
bloody. A second later, Angel drops to the street next to the car and
pulls
him off the hood. He dumps Connor on the side of the road and gets
in
the car.
ANGEL:
Drive.
FRED:
Angel, we can’t just leave him. He’s your—
ANGEL:
I know what he is. Wes, drive. JASMINE:
(smiles)
Connor. You’re awake.
She walks over and kneels next to him.
CONNOR:
(weak)
You’re… indescribable.
JASMINE:
I know.
She holds her hand over his head, then runs it down over his
face and
across his chest. As her hand passes over his wounds, they heal
completely. In a moment, he’s good as new. He touches his face
and
smiles, amazed.
CONNOR:
They tried to turn me against you. They cut me, rubbed
blood into the wound.
JASMINE:
The hateful always have one or two wretched tricks to
play.
He starts to get up but she holds him down.
Connor sits next to CORDELIA, holding her hand while she sleeps.
Jasmine
enters.
JASMINE:
Connor.
Connor holds up Cordelia’s hand to show the bandage on
it.
CONNOR:
Look.
JASMINE:
I know. I saw it through you.
CONNOR:
It was them, wasn’t it?
JASMINE:
It horrifies me to see what they’re capable of, how far
they’ve let their hate take them. They cut into her while
she lay sleeping, her precious blood stolen for their black,
deceitful, cowardly magick.
CONNOR:
They’re always using magick.
JASMINE:
Leave me. I want to be alone with my mother.
Connor gets up and walks out, closing the door behind him as Jasmine
sits down next to Cordelia.
She hugs him and he smiles happily.
CONNOR:
Yes.
His smile fades and Jasmine senses it.
JASMINE:
Then why aren’t you smiling?
CONNOR:
I don’t know.
JASMINE:
I think I do. To belong, to truly be a part of something,
you have to surrender to it completely. Cordelia has done
that but you…
CONNOR:
I want to. Really.
JASMINE:
There’s a part of you that you’ve kept from me. Your
pain.
CONNOR:
I don’t understand.
JASMINE:
Pain has been the only constant in your life, the one thing
that has never abandoned you.
She takes his hand.
JASMINE:
You think that pain is yours to keep and bear alone. But it’s
not.
She digs her nails into his palm and he recoils.
JASMINE:
I want it. I want everything you are, Connor. Father. Let it
go. Let me have it.
CONNOR:
(nods)
Okay.
She releases his hand, bloody marks where her nails punctured his skin.
She holds up her other hand to reveal mirror-image wounds on her hand
which rapidly fade and heal.
JASMINE:
Okay.
"Sacrifice" (AtS Season 4, Episode 20) |
Aftermath
Angel cautiously
approaches Connor who stands with his back to him.
ANGEL:
Connor… son?
A tremendous explosion suddenly rocks the rear of the store. The
hostages
scream and cower.
CONNOR:
You might not want to move. The people are rigged, too.
Angel looks around at the frightened faces peering back at him and
freezes in
place.
CONNOR:
Can’t save ’em all, dad. You don’t know who’s
going to be
first. Could be any one of them.
He stands and turns toward Angel, his face a mask of pain and sadness.
He
has explosives strapped to his chest as well.
CONNOR:
Could be me.
Then he steps to the side, revealing CORDELIA lying on the floor sleeping
peacefully, her body laced with dynamite.
CONNOR:
Could be her.
Angel looks from Cordelia to Connor,
to
the frightened hostages.
ANGEL:
Son, you have to listen to me. This is about Jasmine.
CONNOR:
Jasmine’s gone.
ANGEL:
I know. We all felt it, that perfect love… and then when we
had to give it up…
CONNOR:
(rage)
I didn’t feel anything! (quieter) I can’t feel anything.
I guess I
really am your son because I’m dead, too.
ANGEL:
You’re not dead, Connor. You’re just starting your life.
CONNOR:
No! You just weren’t there before.
ANGEL:
I know. And I’m so—
CONNOR:
Do not say you’re sorry! It doesn’t fix anything.
ANGEL:
Then let me say this. I love you, son.
CONNOR:
It’s a lie.
ANGEL:
It’s not.
CONNOR:
It’s always a lie. My dead mother couldn’t even love me.
ANGEL:
You’re wrong. She did.
CONNOR:
No. She knew she couldn’t.
ANGEL:
She sacrificed herself because she loved you.
CONNOR:
You tried to love me… at least I think you did.
ANGEL:
I still do.
CONNOR:
But not enough to hang on, dad. You let him take me away.
You let him get me. You let him get me… (looks down)
Cordy, you swore you loved me. Where are you now?
ANGEL:
Connor, you have to believe that there are people who love
you.
CONNOR:
Jasmine believed you when you said you loved her but it
was all a lie.
ANGEL:
Jasmine was the lie.
CONNOR:
No! She knew if you found out who she really was, that you’d
turn against her. And she was right. That’s just what
happened. People like you… (re: hostages) people like this.
None of you deserved what she could give you. She
wanted to give you everything.
ANGEL:
I know how that feels because I want to give you everything.
I want to take back the mistakes, help you start over.
CONNOR:
You can’t start over.
ANGEL:
We can. I mean, we can change things.
CONNOR:
There’s only one thing that ever changes anything and that’s
death. Everything else is just a lie. You can’t be saved by a
lie… you can’t be saved at all.
He reaches down for the wires to complete the circuit and in that split
second,
Angel makes his move. He leaps across the room and tackles Connor.
The
fight is on, no holds barred. An epic battle.
Angel hurls Connor across the room, then starts ripping the explosives
and
wires off the hostages. After a moment, the hostages get the hint and
start
freeing themselves, then run out the front door to the police waiting
outside.
ANGEL:
Run. Hurry up, all of you. Go!
Connor knocks Angel away and crawls toward the batteries. Angel
snatches a
Bowie knife from a display and whips it across the room where it slams
into
Connor’s thigh. Angel pounces, yanks out the knife and straddles
Connor,
pinning him to the floor. He looks down on his son with a world of
regret in his
eyes.
ANGEL:
I really do love you, Connor.
CONNOR:
So what are you going to do about it?
He raises the knife for a killing blow.
ANGEL:
Prove it.
The knife descends. As part of the deal to take over management and ownership of
the L.A. division of Wolfram & Hart, Angel gets the opportunity
to give Connor the life he should have had, one as a normal kid
in a loving
family. No one remembers who Connor was except Angel and Lilah. "Home" (AtS Season 4, Episode 22) |
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