Buffy
the Vampire Slayer
I
have several pages of quotes on my BtVS and AtS fansite called Fallen
Angels. Click on Buffyverse.
"You
understand why "Buffy" has
not drawn a huge audience. It's impossible to describe to a newcomer
without
sounding like a raving lunatic. But those who have seen the show understand
its poignance, its great comedy and its overall brilliance."
-New
Jersey online
People
die. You lead them into battle, they’re going to die.
It doesn’t matter how ready you are or how smart you
are… war is about death. Needless, stupid death.
-Buffy,
from "Buffy The Vampire Slayer" ('End of Days' Season 7,
Episode 21)
Xander: "Why
blood? Why Dawn's blood? I mean, why couldn't it be like a, a lymph
ritual?"
Spike: "'Cause it's always got to be blood."
Xander: "We're not actually discussing dinner
right now."
Spike: "Blood is life, lackbrain. Why do you
think we eat it? It's what keeps you going. Makes you warm. Makes
you hard. Makes you
other than dead. Course it's her blood."
-The Gift
Bottom line is, even if you see them coming, you're not
ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not
really. But it does. So, what are we, helpless? Puppets? Nah. The big
moments are gonna come, you can't help that. It's what you do afterwards
that counts. That's when you find out who you are.
-Whistler
Passion--it lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting, and
though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir. Open it`s jaws, and it howls.
It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all, and we obey. What
other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments.
The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstasy of grief. It
hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we can live without passion,
maybe we`d know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow empty rooms,
shuttered and dank. Without passion, we`d be truly dead.
-Angel
Hey, I'm well aware of how lucky I am. Like, lottery
lucky. Buffy's like nobody else in the world. When I'm with her, it's
like I'm split in two--half of me is just on fire, going crazy if I'm
not touching her. Other half is so still and peaceful, just perfectly
content. Just knows: this is the one....But she doesn't love me
-Riley
Sometimes I envy you so much it chokes me. And sometimes
I think I got the better deal. To be that close to her and not have
her, to be all alone even when you're holding her. Feeling her, feeling
her beneath you. Surrounding you...the scent. No. You got the better
deal.
-Spike to Riley about Buffy
You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be
in love 'til it kills you both. You'll fight, and you'll shag, and
you'll hate each other 'til it makes you quiver, but you'll never be
friends. Real love isn't brains, children. It's blood. It's blood screaming
inside you to work its will. I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm
man enough to admit it.
-Spike
to Angel and Buffy
Vampire#1:
Yes. This weekend, the night of St. Vigeous, our power shall be at its
peak. When I kill her, it'll be the greatest event since the crucifixion.
And I should know. I was there.
Spike: (appears behind them) *You* were *there*? (chuckles)
Oh, please! If every vampire who said he was at the crucifixion was
actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
Vampire#1: I oughta rip your throat out.
Spike: (turns his back to him and strolls away) I was
actually at Woodstock. That was a weird gig. I fed off a flowerperson,
and I spent the next six hours watchin' my hand move.
-from "School Hard" Season 2 Ep. 3 (#15) "BtVS"
Written by David Greenwalt
Spike
in high voice: "How can I thank you, you mysterious, black-clad
hunk of a night thing?
Spike in low voice: No need, little lady, your tears of gratitude
are enough for me. You see, I was once a badass vampire,
but love and a pesky curse defanged me. Now I'm just a big, fluffy puppy
with bad teeth.
(Rachel steps closer to Angel, and Angel steps back warding her off
with his hands)
No, not the hair! Never the hair!
Spike in high voice: But there must be someway I can show my
appreciation.
Spike in low voice: No, helping those in need's my job, - and
working up a load of sexual tension, and prancing away like a
magnificent poof is truly thanks enough!
Spike in high voice: I understand. I have a nephew who is gay, so
Spike in low voice: Say no more. Evil's still afoot! And I'm
almost out of that Nancy-boy hair-gel that I like so much. Quickly,
to the Angel-mobile, away!"
Spike lights a cigarette while he watches Angel lead Rachel away.
Spike: "Go on with you. Play the big, strapping hero while
you can. You have a few surprises coming your way. - The ring of Amarra
- a visit from your old pal Spike, - and, oh yeah, - your gruesome,
horrible death." (smiles)
-from "In The Dark" Season 1 Ep. 3 (#3) "Angel"
Written by Doug Petrie
Buffy:
What do you want?
Spike: I told you. I want to stop Angel. (snickers) I
want to save the world.
Buffy: Okay. You do remember that you're a vampire, right?
Spike: We like to talk big. (indicates himself) Vampires
do. 'I'm going to destroy the world.' (looks at the officer)
That's just tough guy talk. (steps over to the car) Strutting
around with your friends over a pint of blood. (sits on the hood)
The truth is, I like this world. (pulls the cigarette pack from the
officer's shirt pocket) You've got... dog racing, Manchester United.
(pulls one out and drops the pack on the officer) And you've
got people. (exhales) Billions of people walking around like
Happy Meals with legs. It's all right here. (lights the cigarette
and takes a drag) But then someone comes along with a vision. With
a real... (exhales) passion for destruction. (takes another
drag and looks at Buffy) Angel could pull it off. Goodbye, Picadilly.
Farewell, Leicester Bloody Square. You know what I'm saying?
-from "Becoming, Part 2" Season 2 Ep. 22 (#34) "BtVS"
Written by Joss Whedon
Spike:
Look, you cut him up, you'll never get your answers.
(referring to Angel wanting to torture Giles by cutting him up with
a chainsaw)
Angelus: Since when did *you* become so levelheaded?
Spike: Right about the time you became so pig-headed. You have
your way with him, you'll never get to destroy the world. And I don't
fancy spending the next month trying to get librarian out of the carpet.
There are other ways.
-from "Becoming, Part 2" Season 2 Ep. 22 (#34) "BtVS"
Written by Joss Whedon
(He
shoves Willow aside and leans against the bedpost, calming down.)
Spike: She (Dru) wouldn't even kill me.
( He drops the broken bottle, walks around Willow and sits down next
to her.)
Spike: She just left. She didn't even care enough to cut off
my head or set me on fire. (sniffs) I mean, is that too much
to ask? You know? Some little sign that she cared?
(He pauses for a moment to inhale and exhale deeply.)
Spike: It was that truce with Buffy that did it. Dru said
I'd gone soft. Wasn't demon enough for the likes of her. And I told
her it didn't mean anything, I was thinking of her the whole time, but
she didn't care. So, we got to Brazil, and she was... she was just different.
I gave her everything: beautiful jewels, beautiful dresses with beautiful
girls in them, but nothing made her happy. And she would fliiirt! (sniffs)
I caught her on a park bench, making out with a *chaos* demon! Have
you ever seen a chaos demon? They're all slime and antlers. They're
disgusting.
(He looks at Willow's pretty young face and strokes her silky auburn
hair.)
Spike: She only did it to hurt me. (he takes his hand off
of her) So I said, 'I'm not putting up with this anymore.' And she
said, 'Fine!' And I said, 'Yeah, I've got an unlife, you know!' And
then she said... she said we could still be friends. (leans over
and sobs on Willow's shoulder) God, I'm so unhappy!
Willow: (tentatively pats his knee) There, there.
Spike: I mean, friends! How could she be so cruel?
-from "Lover's Walk" Season 3 Ep. 8 (#42) "BtVS"
Written by Dan Vebber
(The
kitchen at the Summers house. Joyce picks up the teakettle from the
stove and takes it over to the island, where she pours some into a cup
for Spike to make hot chocolate.)
Spike: So I'm strolling through the park, looking for a meal, and
I happen to walk by, and she's (Dru) making out with the chaos demon!
And so I said, 'You know, I don't have to put up with this.' And she
said, 'Fine!' So I said, 'Fine, do whatever you like!' I mean, I thought
we were going to make up, you know.
Joyce: (sits across from him) Well, she sounds very unreasonable.
Spike: She is. She's out of her mind. (sniffs)
That's what I miss most about her. (smiles)
Joyce: Well, Spike, sometimes even when two people seem right
for each other, their lives just take different paths. When Buffy's
father and I...
Spike: (interrupts) No, this is different. Our love was
eternal. Literally. (calms down) You got any of those little
marshmallows?
-from "Lover's Walk" Season 3 Ep. 8 (#42) "BtVS"
Written by Dan Vebber
Spike:
(yells) What do you know (to Buffy and Angel) ? It's your fault,
the both of you! She belongs with me. (sobs) I'm nothing without
her.
Buffy: That I'll have to agree with. You're pathetic, you know
that? You're not even a loser anymore, you're a shell of a loser.
Spike: Yeah. You're one to talk. (goes back to looking for
stuff)
Buffy: Meaning?
Spike: (faces them) The last time I looked in on you two,
you were fighting to the death. Now you're back making googly-eyes at
each other like nothing happened. Makes me want to heave. (turns
away)
Buffy: I don't know what you're talking about.
Spike: Oh, yeah. You're just friends.
Angel: That's right.
Spike: (faces them) You're *not* friends. You'll never
be friends. You'll be in love till it kills you both. You'll fight,
and you'll shag, and you'll hate each other till it makes you quiver,
but you'll never be friends. (points at his temple) Love isn't
brains, children, it's blood... (clasps his chest) blood screaming
inside you to work its will.
(Neither Buffy nor Angel want to hear this.)
Spike: *I* may be love's bitch, but at least *I'm* man enough
to admit it.
-from "Lover's Walk" Season 3 Ep. 8 (#42) "BtVS"
Written by Dan Vebber
Buffy:
Could we just do the damn spell now?
Spike: Oh, sod the spell. (waves it off) Your friends
are at the factory.
( Buffy and Angel can't believe their gullibility.)
Spike: (smiling) I'm really glad I came here, you know?
I've been all wrongheaded about this. Weeping, crawling, blaming everybody
else. I want Dru back, I've just gotta be the man I was, (stands
proud) the man she loved. I'm gonna do what I shoulda done in the
first place: I'll find her, wherever she is, tie her up, torture her
until she likes me again.
(He walks past them toward the back door. Just before he goes out
he turns back.)
Spike: (smiles thoughtfully) Love's a funny
thing. (He heads out the back.)
-from "Lover's Walk" Season 3 Ep. 8 (#42) "BtVS"
Written by Dan Vebber
(Cut
to Willow and Buffy's dorm room. Willow's moping again on her bed listening
to sad music. There's a knock at the door.)
Willow : Come in. (Spike walks in. Willow is immediatly alarmed
and gets up.) Spike! Wh-what do you want? Uh, a spell? I can do
that.
(She goes to run past him, but he grabs her and and throws her against
her dresser.)
Spike : I'll give you a choice. (He walks over to her.) Now
I'm gonna kill you. No choice in that. But... I can let you stay dead...
Or... Bring you back, to be like me.
Willow : I--I'll scream.
Spike : Bonus.
(Willow screams. Spike throws her on the bed and then turns the radio
up to a blaring level.)
Willow: No!
(Spike jumps on her and they battle but he goes to bite her and can't.)
Spike : I don't understand. This sort of thing's never happened
to me before. (He's sitting on Willow's bed.)
Willow : Maybe you were nervous.
Spike : I felt all right when I started. Let's try again. (He
leaps on her and draws back immediatly. He tries again and the same
thing happens.) Ow! Oh! Ow! Damn it! (He gets up and kicks the
dresser. He starts to pace around the room.)
Willow : Maybe you're trying too hard. Doesn't this happen to
every vampire?
Spike : Not to me, it doesn't!
Willow : It's me, isn't it?
Spike : What are you talking about?
Willow : Well, you came looking for Buffy, then settled. I--I...
You didn't want to bite me. I just happened to be around.
Spike : Piffle!
Willow : I know I'm not the kind of girl vamps like to sink their
teeth into. It's always like, "ooh, you're like a sister to me,"
or, "oh, you're such a good friend."
Spike : Don't be ridiculous. I'd bite you in a heartbeat.
Willow : Really? (Spike sits on her bed again.)
Spike : Thought about it.
Willow : When?
Spike : Remember last year, you had on that... Fuzzy pink number
with the lilac underneath?
Willow : I never would have guessed. You played the blood-lust
kinda cool.
Spike : Mmm. I hate being obvious. All fang-y and "rrrr!"
Takes the mystery out.
Willow : But if you could...
Spike : If I could, yeah.
Willow : You know, this doesn't make you any less terrifying.
Spike : Don't patronize me.
-from "Initiative" Season 4 Ep. 7 (#63) "BtVS"
Written by Doug Petrie
(Rattling.
They look around. Xander charges the blaster. They go towards the sound.
Spike comes out of the darkness.)
Xander: Spike?
Giles: What are you doing here?
Spike: Me? Hey, I'm not the one out of place here.
Xander: For your information, smarty, we've got a rogue Slayer
on our hands. Real psycho-killer too.
Spike: Sounds serious.
Giles: It is. What do you know?
Spike: What do you need?
Xander: Her. Dark hair. Yay (indicates) tall, name of
Faith, criminally insane.
Giles: Have you seen her?
Spike: Is this bird after you?
Xander: In a bad way, yeah.
Spike: Tell you what I'll do then. I'll head out, find this girl,
tell her exactly where you are and then watch as she kills you. (Sees
their looks of surprise and irriatation.) Can't any one of your
damn little Scooby club at least try to remember that I hate you all?
Just because I can't do the damage myself doesn't stop me from aiming
a loose cannon your way. And here I thought the evening be dull.
Xander: Go ahead. You wouldn't even recognise her.
Spike: Dark hair, this tall (Indicates), anme of Faith,
criminally insane. Like this girl already.
(Xander and Giles watch him leave.)
Xander: We're dumb.
-from "This Years' Girl" Season 4 Ep. 15 (#71) "BtVS"
Written by Douglas Petrie
(Spike
sitting in his armchair in his crypt, holding a bottle of alcohol. He
pulls out the cork, sighs, and lifts the bottle to take a swig. The
door bursts open and Riley enters.)
SPIKE: What took you? (Puts the cork back in and sets the
bottle aside) Guess it takes a while to get back to full strength
after those bites.
(Riley grabs Spike by the shirt and pulls him up out of the chair.)
SPIKE: Hey! Hey, let's be reasonable about this.
(Riley slams him up against a pillar.)
RILEY: You may have noticed, Spike, (punches Spike in the
face) I left reasonable about three exits back.
SPIKE: Look, I'm not the one who got you into this. Don't kill
the messenger.
(Riley scowls. He pulls back his arm and we see there's a stake in
his hand. He plunges it into Spike's chest. Spike gasps.)
RILEY: Why the hell not?
(Blackout. Fade back in on Riley holding the stake in Spike's chest.)
SPIKE: (yelling) Ow! Bloody hell! Oh god! (quieter)
Hey.
(He looks down at his chest as he realizes he hasn't been dusted
yet. Riley yanks the stake out. Spike grabs his chest in pain, and stares
at the stake.)
RILEY: Plastic wood-grain. Looks real, doesn't it? (Grabs
Spike's shirt again) Don't think I don't know what's goin' on with
you, Spike. (They glare at each other) Stay away from her. Or
we'll do this for real next time.
(He pats Spike on the cheek and walks away. Spike leans against the
pillar panting. He's still clutching his chest, but he begins to chuckle,
and Riley turns back.)
SPIKE: (chuckling) Oh, man. You are really under it,
aren't you?
RILEY: (angrily) What?
SPIKE: Look at you. All afraid I'm hot for your honey.
RILEY: (walks back toward Spike) Because you are.
SPIKE: Well ... yeah. But that's not your problem. Even if I
wasn't in the picture, you're never gonna be able to hold onto her.
(Riley puts his hand over Spike's hand that is covering the wound.
He pushes his hand deeper into it.)
SPIKE: Ow, bloody hell!
RILEY: Maybe I didn't almost kill you enough.
SPIKE: (in pain) Come on. You're not the long haul guy and you
know it.
RILEY: Shut up.
SPIKE: You know it. Or else you wouldn't be getting suck jobs
from two-bit vampire trulls.
(Riley looks annoyed, lets go of Spike. Spike continues panting.)
SPIKE: The girl needs some monster in her man ... and that's
not in your nature... (He pushes away from the pillar, still holding
his chest, and goes to sit in his chair) ...no matter how low you try
to go.
(Spike sits back with an expression of pain. Riley paces around restlessly.
Spike reaches for his bottle and begins to remove the cork again.)
RILEY: You actually think you've got a shot with her?
SPIKE: No, I don't. (removes cork) Fella's gotta try,
though. Gotta do what he can. (Drinks)
RILEY: If you touched her... you know I'd kill you for real.
SPIKE: I had this chip outta my head, I'da killed you long ago.
(Replaces cork) Ain't love grand?
( Spike tosses the bottle to Riley, who catches it and removes the
cork again. He sits on a nearby coffin and takes a sip.)
SPIKE: (quietly) Sometimes I envy you so much it chokes
me. (They exchange a look) And sometimes I think I got the better
deal. (sighs) To be that close to her and not have her. To be
all alone even when you're holding her. Feeling her, feeling her beneath
you. Surrounding you. The scent ... (louder) No, you got the
better deal.
(Riley looks over at Spike, takes another drink.)
RILEY: (bitterly) I'm the lucky guy. (shakes his head) Yeah.
( Long shot of the two of them sitting together. Riley tosses the
bottle back to Spike.)
RILEY: I'm the guy.
(Spike takes another swig. They sit there together.)
-from "Into the Woods" Season 5 Ep. 10 (#88) "BtVS"
Written by Marti Noxon
(Spike
hurries after her, arrives in time to open the door for her. Buffy stops
with her hand up (prepared to grab the doorknob) and turns to Spike
with a frown.)
BUFFY: What are you doing?
SPIKE: (looks at the door) I, I was ... (scoffs)
I wasn't thinking.
BUFFY: What is this?
SPIKE: Oh, come- (shoves the door closed) don't get your
knickers twisted, I was-
BUFFY: What ... is this? (Spike stares at her) The late-night
stakeout, the bogus suspects, the flask?
(Spike raises his eyebrows) Is this a date?
SPIKE: (loudly) A d- Please! (pretending to be amused)
A date? You are completely off your bird! I mean - (quietly)
Do you want it to be?
( Buffy makes a little groan, with an expression of disgust. She
moves past Spike back into the warehouse.)
BUFFY: (upset) Oh my god.
(Spike bites his lip, turns to watch her.)
BUFFY: Oh ... oh no. (turns back to Spike) Are you out
of your mind? (continuity note: the popcorn reappears)
SPIKE: It's not so unusual. (walks toward her) Two people
... in the workplace ... feelings develop.
BUFFY: No! No, no, feelings do not develop. No feelings.
SPIKE: You can't deny it. There's something between us.
BUFFY: Loathing. Disgust.
SPIKE: Heat. Desire.
BUFFY: Please! Spike, you're a vampire.
SPIKE: Angel was a vampire.
BUFFY: Angel was good!
SPIKE: And I can be too. I've changed, Buffy.
BUFFY: What, that chip in your head? That's not change. Tha-that's
just ... holding you back. You're like a serial killer in prison!
SPIKE: Women marry 'em all the time!
BUFFY: Uhh!
SPIKE: (realizing that's not what he meant) But I'm not
... like that. Something's happening to me. I can't stop thinking about
you.
BUFFY: Uhh. (turns away)
SPIKE: And if that means turning my back on the whole evil thing-
BUFFY: (turns back) You don't know what you mean! You
don't know what feelings are!
SPIKE: (offended) I damn well do! I lie awake every night!
BUFFY: You sleep during the day!
SPIKE: Yeah, but - (through his teeth) You are missing
the point. This is real here. I love-
BUFFY: Don't!
( She puts up a hand to stop him. He sighs.)
BUFFY: Don't say it. (Spike stares at her) I'm going.
She starts to walk toward the door again.
SPIKE: Oh, come on, we need to talk-
BUFFY: (turns back) We don't need to do anything! Okay,
there is no we! Understand?
(She turns to leave.)
SPIKE: Buffy.
(She opens the door and exits. Spike watches her go.)
- from "Crush" Season 5 Ep. 14 (#92) "BtVS" Written
by David Fury
This
is the whole conversation that Spike and Buffy have about why Slayers
lose and die at a young age. Buffy
asks Spike how he was able to kill two slayers. She needs to find out
how to be a better Slayer and live longer. This conversation takes place
in 1977 during Spikes fight with the second slayer he killed and in
the present with Buffy at the Bronze. The text in black takes place
in 1977 and the text in green is at the Bronze in the present.
Spike:(to
Buffy) The first was all business but the second, she had a touch of
your style.
(Spike and the second Slayer trade blows. This Slayer does indeed fight
much like Buffy. She runs Spike headfirst into the train car's window,
smashing it. Spike looses a cry of delight and attacks again.)
Spike:
(to Buffy)She was cunning, resourceful... oh, did I mention? Hot. I
could have danced all night with that one.
Buffy: You think we're dancing?
Spike:That's all we've ever done.
(Spike breaks one of the subway car's hand
rails and wields it as a weapon.)
Spike: (v.o.) And the thing about the dance is, you never get
to stop.
(Spike flips the pool cue up and spins it like the hand rail.)
Spike: (to
Buffy)Every day you wake up, it's the same bloody question that haunts
you: is today the day I die?
(He brings the pool cue down in a vicious arc and Buffy counter-attacks,
enraged.
Spike cracks the Slayer across the face with the metal rail, sending
her reeling to the floor and pounds her repeatedly with it.)
Spike: (v.o.) Death is on your heels, baby, and sooner or later
it's gonna catch you.
(Spike brings the rail down for another blow but the Slayer catches
it and slams it back into his face.)
Spike: (to
Buffy) And part of you wants it... not only to stop the fear and uncertainty,
but because you're just a little bit in love with it.
(Buffy has heard enough. She backhands Spike across the face. On
the subway, Spike falls to the floor and the Slayer jumps on his chest,
straddling him. She pounds him repeatedly in the face as the train car's
lights go out. When they come back on, the Slayer is on her back with
Spike straddling her, his hands around her throat.)
Spike: Death is your art. You make it with your hands, day
after day.
(Buffy stares at him, her face a blank mask. The Slayer struggles
beneath Spike.)
Spike: That final gasp. That look of peace. Part of you is
desperate to know: What's it like? Where does it lead you? And now you
see, that's the secret. Not the punch you didn't throw or the kicks
you didn't land. Every Slayer... has a death wish.
(Spike grips the Slayer's head between his hands and twists violently,
snapping her neck and killing her.)
Spike:
(to Buffy) Even you.(Spike stands up and faces Buffy.)
(In the subway, he walks to the end of the car and pulls the emergency
cord. As the train grinds to a halt, he returns to the dead Slayer and
pulls off her black leather coat.)
Spike:
The only reason you've lasted as long as you have is you've got ties
to the world... your mum, your brat kid sister, the Scoobies. They all
tie you here but you're just putting off the inevitable.
(Spike shrugs into the dead Slayer's coat.)
Spike: Sooner
or later, you're gonna want it. And the second- the second- that happens...
(Spike claps his hands together inches from Buffy's face.)
Spike: You know I'll be there. I'll slip in... have myself a
real good day.
(He stares intently into Buffy's eyes, then steps back.)
Spike: Here endeth the lesson. I just wonder if you'll like
it as much as she did.
(The
tension is rising between them.)
Buffy:
Spike...
(His passion aroused, Spike leans in to kiss her. She backs away
in horror.)
Buffy:
What the hell are you doing?
(He grabs Buffy by the arms, his words coming in a breathless pant.)
Spike:
Come on. I can feel it, Slayer. You know you want to dance.
Buffy:
Say it's true. Say I do want to.
(She shoves him to the ground and looks down at him with disgust.)
Buffy:
It wouldn't be you, Spike. It would never be you.
(She tosses the wad of cash at him contemptuously.)
Buffy:
You're beneath me.
(Buffy
turns and walks off into the night, leaving Spike alone in the dark
alley. Spike begins to gather up the money, stifling a sob. As Buffy's
words ring down through the years, he becomes the same spurned and awkward
young man he once was. Her words have hurt him more than her blows ever
have. He closes his eyes in anguish, takes a deep breath, and when he
looks up again, only murderous hate remains
-
from "Fool for Love" Season 5 Ep. 7 (#)
"BtVS" Written by
Buffy:
Spike, have you completely lost your mind?
Spike: Well, yes, where have you been all night?
Buffy: You thought you would just come back here, and be with
me?
Spike: Well, first time for everything.
Buffy: This is all you get...Im listening. Tell me what
happened.
Spike: I tried to find it, of course.
Buffy: Find what?
Spike:
The spark. The missing...the piece, that fit...thatll make me
fit. Because you didnt want...I cant. Not with you looking.
(Gets up and walks into the shadows.) I dreamed of killing you. (Buffy
picks up a stake.) I think they were dreams. So weak. Did you make me
weak? Thinking of you? Holding myself and spilling useless buckets of
salt over your...ending. Angel, he should have warned me...its
here. In me. All the time. The spark. I wanted to give you...what you
deserve. And I got it. They put the spark in me and now all it does
is burn.
Buffy:
Your soul.
Spike: Bit worse for lack of use.
Buffy:
You got your soul back. How?
Spike:
Its what you wanted, right? (Looking to heavens and raising his
voice) Its what you wanted, right? And now everybodys in
here...talking. Everything I did. Everyone I...and him. And it. The
other. The thing...beneath. Beneath you. Its here too. Everybody
failed to tell me. Go. Go. To hell.
Buffy:
Why? Why would you do...
Spike:
Buffy, shame on you. Why would a man do what he musnt? For her.
To be hers. To be the kind of man who would never...to be a kind of
man. And she shall look on him with forgiveness and everybody will forgive
and love. And he would be loved. So everythings okay, right. (Leans
on cross and starts to smolder) Can we rest now? Buffy...can we rest?
-
from "Beneath You" Season 7 Ep. 2 (#124) "BtVS"
Written by Douglas Petrie
Buffy:
I was just thinking about the life of a pumkin. Growing up in the sun,
happily entwined with others, then someone comes along cuts you open
and rips your guts out.
Sander: Okay, on that happy note.
Spivey:
I heard it was suicide.
Kate: Supervisor Caffrey shot himself?
Spivey: It happens.
Kate: In the back of the head? Wrapped himself in plastic and
he locked himself in the trunk of his car?
Spivey: He'd been depressed.
Spike:You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be
in love til it kills you both. You'll fight, and you'll shag, and you'll
hate each other til it makes you quiver, but you'll never be friends.
Love isn't brains, children. It's blood. Blood screaming inside you
to work its will. I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough
to admit it.
Kate:
This guy could go to jail tomorrow and still kill her in her dreams
every night. I've put a few of these creeps away and the hardest thing
is to know that he's still winning. She's still afraid. He took her
power away and no one can get it back but her.
It's
through the pain that we find the truth of who we are. It strips us
of our defenses; we are made innocent again like children. I like children
Angel. I'm here to help you find that innocence, here, with the light.
(...)
Most things that live and breathe hate the dark and love the light.
We're different though aren't we? We hate the light of day and it hates
us back in kind.
-Vampire Torturer, ANGEL, the TV series
Cordelia: See? You can save the damsel *and* make great money.
Is this a great country, or what?
Doyle: Hey, let's march down to the bank right now and deposit
this beauty (refering to their first paycheck).
Angel: You guys go on. I think I'll stay here and *not* burst
into flames.
Doyle: Oh, right, you're pretty much the night-deposit guy.
ANGEL, "Buffy the Vampire Slayer"
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