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"I
discovered myself as an actor. I discovered I liked it in fourth
grade. The best advice I could give is never give up. Don't let
anyone tell you you're not good enough. I've had my share of that
junk, usually said by people who are jealous or blind of your talents.
Everybody, and I mean everybody, is interesting enough to watch.
More than anything, the audience pays for a ticket for the right
to stare at someone." - JM
"I'm one of those guys who has wanted to do it since
fourth grade, when I played Eeyore in Winnie the Pooh. To do well
in school, my mother had to convince me that it somehow related
to acting, like chemistry and higher math--that was hard to rationalize."'
JM (Source)
"There
wasn't a lot of entry-level theater in New York, and if I wanted
to be an actor, I needed to start doing it. Chicago was certainly
the center of everything, as it still is." - JM
"I started my professional career spread-eagled
at the Goodman Theater (in Chicago) in Shakespeare's 'The Tempest,'
naked, being wheeled out like Da Vinci's perfect man. There's no
rewind button, that one's gone." JM (TEXT)
(Déjà vu: Spike has been strapped to a torture wheel this season,
but, Mr. Marsters noted, "In `Buffy,' I got to keep my pants on.")
JM (Text1 and Text2)
"Most
of my life I've done stage. If you live in New York, Chicago, Seattle
or San Francisco and like the theater, there's a good chance that
you've seen me and didn't know it. However I have a small role
in the upcoming Geoffrey Rush movie, "House on Haunted Hill."
I'm in the beginning as the TV cameraman who gets scared almost
to death. I'm also in a small, independent film called "Winding
Road," and I did two episodes in a series called "Northern
Exposure" which you can still see in reruns. I had guest
roles in two series that have just been canceled, "Maloney"
starring Peter Strauss and "Medicine Ball." - JM
"I ran the New Mercury theater for four years.
We performed in a church basement on Capitol Hill, but we were
much better known when we were down in our own space in a loft
in Pioneer Square. Directing is great, but it just burns you out.
You also have to be a producer for a small theater, you end up
being a janitor, the ticket taker, sweeping out the seats, painting
the sets and all the stuff that you can't pay people to do. But
directing was fun." - JM
On
Stage
- About Acting
"It's
heaven," Marsters says. " Acting, for me, is much simpler
and less important than I thought. It feels like every time I learn
something new about acting, it's just about simplifying and not
acting and letting the words work for you. An actor needs to know
enough about structure and quality writing to be able to choose
good words. But once you've chosen those words and signed the contract,
get out of the way. Don't bring attention to yourself, bring attention
to the words and let them make the money for you. At which point
it becomes brutally simple and easy to look cool. I always say
that
a character is defined much more by what they say than how they
say it, which means that how the actor says it is important, but
it's not nearly as important as what the writer is saying. Acting
then becomes the breath and the life under the words. I love my
job and I very much respect good acting."
"What
happens when Joss is done with Buffy and he just concentrates on
features? My God, I can't wait. Well, actually I can wait forever
because I don't want Buffy to end." JM
(TEXT)
"I miss the interaction between the actors and
the audience," he said. "I miss soliloquies, where you
can turn boldly to the audience and speak to them. I love talking
to one person at a time, if only for maybe three seconds, but specifically
looking in people's eyes and watching them jump. Oh, it's wonderful!
And dangerous." JM (Text1 and Text2)
When
asked whether he hoped to return to the theater, he said: "Yes.
Not immediate plans. I came down here and had to really consciously
decide to commit to doing film and television. ... But, I ean,
(the stage) is my first love. There is a lot about film and television
that I am enjoying. It is its own challenge and a worthy effort."
On Stage - Returning
ET: Do you want to get back to theater?
JM: I did
a play last summer and once I have time again, I would like to
go back to it. I still want to produce Macbeth. I
have played the character, but I would like to direct it -- so
always, always theater.(Text) ET: What kind of roles do you like to play?
JM: Roles
where it is challenging to keep the audience on your side. Roles
that
force the audience to look at themselves in ways
that might be uncomfortable. I always come back to Macbeth as being
a great example. Any time you play the lead and the lead is very
faulted and very human then you can say something very profound
about human beings being walking failures but human anyway. ANTON
CHEKOV is my favorite playwright for that reason. We are all lovable,
dear, vulnerable, silly, goofy and striving but failing more often
than not. (Text)
Q: Do you want to go back to theater, produce theater and if so
where?
JM: Los Angeles is a pretty frustrating town to try to do theater
in. My problem is it’s hard to get people to watch it. It’s
just not a theater town. New Yorkers think of theater as part of
their city and Los Angeles does not have that at all. I do want
to produce again but I think I would have a very frustrating time
doing that in L.A. I would do it in New York and Chicago.
I’m trying to talk Joss into doing “Hamlet.” I
would like to direct him in “Hamlet.” I saw him do “Hamlet” in
his home and I’ve seen a lot of different Hamlets and his
was one of the best. It was the most selfless. Most actors when
they do Hamlet are Hamlet, you know? They are important now. When
in reality, its just about some kid whose thrown a lot more shit
than he can deal with and it almost makes him give up on life.
That’s “Hamlet” and it’s almost like “Catcher
in the Rye” in that way. How do you become an adult? It’s
kind of like Buffy actually. Joss mined the humor and I suddenly
realized how that play could work because you see Hamlet and you
see him whining again and he’s attached to his mommy’s
apron strings but the guy is funny. There are a lot of jokes in
that play. I’m always going ‘Joss, when are you going
to do it? I want to direct you. It’s time. You need to do
three “Hamlet’s” because you’re not to
get to what you want to do in the first “Hamlet.” You
are going to have to do two or three.’ I’m going to
break him down one of these days and I can’t wait to direct
him. ‘No! You are doing it wrong!’ (Text)
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On
camera - Stage to Screen |
He
arrived in Los Angeles in 1997 "willing to sell out,
happily." Being cast in "Buffy" was "wonderful
irony," he said. "I get more acting jollies from the
show than I did from any full season of theater. The writing
is not safe. That's the best thing about it. It can be horrifying,
but in the most exhilarating way." JM (Text1 and Text2)
"Theater is always going to be for the love and not the money," he
says sorrowfully. "So I came to LA completely prepared to
be Alf's sidekick or something, and lo and behold I landed in a
project where the writing is as deft as any of the new scripts
I was doing on stage." Marsters credits his winning the role
of Spike to blind luck, saying that Joss was just tired of looking. "I
came in at the end of a very long search and I knew my lines." -
'An Undead Kind of Love' - May 1, 1998 by Cynthia Boris "Typecast as 'the cool guy'?" JM queries. "I think
that without the blonde hair and the English accent, I can transform
into something almost unrecognisable. Yeah. I think that if there's
still a career in Hollywood, that would be nice, but if not then
I'll go back and do stage like I did for ten years before I moved
down here."
"I am currently drinking very good coffee in the middle of my wonderful
kitchen, listening to Charlie Parker, and I couldn't be more pleased with myself!" he
says expansively. "You SO wish you were me!" JM (The
Realm)
"It's absolutely phenomenal! It's beyond my
wildest dreams. Busy is good... I've wanted this all my life. I
just drink more coffee!" JM (The
Realm)
"Are you kidding me?" he asks, bringing
the conversation to an end. "I have been in enough plays to
realise that every 10th or 15th play is a really good one, and
the other ones, you try, you're aiming high and failing to hit
the mark. So when you get that really great play that everyone's
talking about and that really works, you feel good about it and
enjoy the experience. I'm in that play now and I'm just luck that
Buffy's lasting five years and more. My plate is full. The writing
on Buffy is of really high quality. The production values are great.
My character is great. I'm quite happy to be with Buffy." JM
(The
Realm)
Q: What was it like filming
the last scene of “Beneath
You?”
JM: That whole story arc had me finally stopping doing the method.
I am a stage actor who came into film realizing the acting techniques
for stage don’t apply in film at all. If I wanted to succeed
in film, I was going to have to go to techniques developed for
film. The techniques developed by Marlon Brando and by the people
of The Actor’s Studio. Which is really all about creating
a well-detailed fantasy life that you can release yourself into
and really believe it. But the thing is, these guys weren’t
thinking of TV. They were thinking of submerging themselves for
a limited play run or for a specific movie. What I found was that
I submerged over the course of two years and it really burned me.
It sent me almost over the edge and I learned something about The
Method - be careful in TV with The Method. I was playing a man
who was riddled by the guilt of all these murders so I had to dredge
up all these things that I had core guilt about in my life and
just beat myself up with it. When you do that to yourself…and
no therapist is going to tell you that’s a good idea. That’s
why acting isn’t necessarily healthy all the time. So, I
got all my rocket fuel together and we filmed the scene. Dailies
came back and Joss didn’t like the lighting and he thought
some of the writing needed to be switched around so he rewrote
it and came in and directed it again. By that time, I was spent.
I had already filmed it and I just came to the set wondering how
I was going to rake myself again but it always happens that the
words just carry you. There are five or six scenes throughout this
season that really were very hard, that were not comfortable, that
were not necessarily fun but that I am very proud of. (Text)
I’m not really worried. My real sense is that
it’s going to take a couple years to establish myself apart
from Spike. In a weird way, people don’t really know me as
an actor, They know Spike and they love Spike but at the same time,
they know that isn’t me so they don’t really think
of James Marsters in a role unless it’s a drug addict or
a rock star. I think it will take about a year in some supporting
roles and some guest appearances to introduce myself to people
and at that point, I’ll be really castable. So, that’s
my game plan. JM (Text)
On camera - 'Buffy'
Q: What’s
it like being on the set?
JM: You know we worked twelve to twenty hours, five days a week.
We begin on 4 am on Monday morning and we get out about 5am Saturday
morning, which we call Friday night. You know it’s really
fun but at the same time there is this quality of exhaustion that
is behind everything. My memory of doing the show is a little hazy,
frankly. Most of the time I feel like I’m stumbling around
and as soon as we get the lines right, we move on and I’m
always amazed by how good it looks. I read the scripts and I get
these grand ideas on all this stuff I want to do and then the crush
of television happens and it’s just about trying to get these
scenes filmed in the time we have.
There is a rapport. When you are
doing work in front of an audience, you know if you suck right
away. When you are really in trouble,
is when you hear paper rustling – if they are checking their
programs and you can see the flash of paper. Then you see actors
turning upstage going “Get the lead out, they’re bored.” For
real. Then there is shifting in the seats and you know maybe it’s
too warm in the house or maybe your not having a great night. Then
there is that nice silence when you know you are doing your job
well. And then there is the actual silence where people stop breathing,
which is beautiful. You don’t get that in film. You don’t
get that dialogue with people so there is something that is less
satisfying than doing that. But what makes up the difference is
the people – the crew and the cast. We have a lot of really
hilarious people around. Nick [Brendon – “Xander”]
was just fabulous. In the middle of a twenty-hour day, Nick comes
in and starts joking around and all of a sudden everything is all
right. I’ve got to say man, Buffy…we did some dangerous
things on Buffy. We did a lot of things that scared us. We did
a lot of things that we were uncomfortable having to do. It was
all in the name of something that I am proud of and something that
I think was worthwhile. But actually doing that – you are
either doing something emotionally draining or something that is
physically really uncomfortable. So, ahh, man…a hard, wonderful,
frustrating, enlivening, everything all at once and sooo tired. (Text)
Despite
Marsters' experience, he and "Buffy" creator Joss Whedon
had to come to an understanding on the set.
" I feel like I'm a broken record about this, it really is true
that the script is going to do it for you, if you just let it,
if you just get out
of its way. Joss and I have finally agreed on what good acting is. It's
not messing up good words."
Was there disagreement? "Oh, yeah, because he always
appreciates good acting, while I tend to slough it off, frankly,
and not want to talk about it, not want to acknowledge it, really,
don't want to get too precious."
" If he loves a moment in a scene or something, it's almost hard to talk
about because you don't want to become too aware of it when you're doing it.
You just want to show up to work and surprise yourself," Marsters said. "But
we finally agreed that good acting is not messing up good words, knowing that
when you have good words, you don't need to fix them, you don't need to help
them, you just need to give yourself over to them. So in that way, a lot of work
is being done by the script. But to my credit, I realize that and let it do that." JM
(TEXT)
Q: Was it harder playing Spike this year?
JM: Every year, I felt like I was playing a new character. I started
as the Boy-Toy for Dru. I was cannon fodder and I was going to
be done away with and Dru was the main thing. Then I graduated
to villain then I guess I was the wacky neighbor for awhile.
[Audience laughs] Then I was the forlorn man in the corner loving
the woman who didn’t give anything back, then I was the
lover, then I was the unhealthy boyfriend. In this final season,
I was the redeemed man or the man in search of that. In a way
every year I feel, what am I going to do? He is so completely
different! When they brought me on the show, the two things that
I thought were the linchpins of the character was one – an
extreme pleasure in hurting people and two – real love
for my girlfriend, Drusilla. When they brought me on the show
[in season four], I had neither one of those and I was like ‘What
are we going to play?’ and they found it.
I guess about mid-season,
I was hungering for some swagger. I was like ‘Spike, is getting
really soft here.’
Even my brother who is so supportive of everything, he was like “Dude,
you need to get some balls.” But they worked that out too,
the balls will be there.
[Audience laughs] (Text)
"Ever since I met Joss Whedon, I haven't
worried about my rent. I cannot tell you what a difference that makes.
As a regional-theater actor, I don't know if I went one month without
worrying where the next month's rent was coming from. You get used
to that stress, and forget that you even have it, until it's taken
away. 'You mean poverty's over? What? I'm still collecting twine.'" (TEXT)
"Acting
has dictated my lifestyle. It made me very poor for a lot of years,
up until I met Joss Whedon... and
I've been comfortable ever since." - JM
On camera - 'Andromeda'
James' plans for the near future also
include a scheduled return to the guest role he created last season
on Andromeda,
the manipulative Archduke Charlemagne Bolivar. The character was
a little more aggressive in James' portrayal than he'd been in the
script: "They wanted the character to be a fop, and I wouldn't
have it," James states. "I secretly rebelled. I didn't
talk to anybody about it - I just made the secret decision that the
guy would have balls. I feel like just because someone is a refined
aristocrat doesn't make him a fop. When you look at Tim Roth's work
in Rob Roy, I think he's able to take a highly sophisticated character
that almost seems effeminate, but in reality is not effeminate whatsoever
but a cold-blooded killer and very manly in a very evil way. And
I remembered that as I was going into [Andromeda]. Not that I can
compare that with [Tim Roth's character]. I've got to say, great
company of people [on Andromeda]. Kevin Sorbo is a totally great
guy." JM (Text) |
Sunday
Plays |
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the meantime, Marsters satisfies his Shakespearean urges with the
help of Whedon.
"We're all reading Shakespeare in his home these days.
Oh my god, it's amazing. He's the one person with enough social
power
to get enough L.A. people together to do Shakespeare, and not just
actors. There are only two or three actors, it's writers, friends,
just normal people. It's been just brilliant."
" I think next week we're going to do 'Mac.' I want to do 'Mac,'
he wants to read 'Hamlet,' and he wants to have Tony Head ('Buffy'
co-star Anthony Head) read 'Richard III.' We started with some comedies,
but knowing the people so well, casting them perfectly in their roles
in 'A Midsummer Night's Dream,' the best Lion I'd ever seen
from a non-actor, was one of the writers, Jane Espenson. She was
perfect.
Oh my god, I'd never realized that about the play before. She was
the best one I'd ever seen in my life."
" Joss is good. He is really good. Oh my god, I'm looking forward
to hearing his 'Hamlet.' I think I may understand things about that
play that I never did before." JM (TEXT)
Q: You mention on the FX Network “Buffy Bites” segments
that you and some of the cast would do Shakespeare readings on Sundays
at Joss’ house. Did that really happen?
JM: Yeah.
They didn’t happen so much this
year because Joss was over on Angel but it is something everyone
is clamoring for now
that we have a little more time.
It all started when we were doing
[Season 5 episode] “Fool
for Love.” On a Wednesday, I was on the Paramount lot doing
total kick ass fight stuff in the New York Subway. [Crowd hollers
in appreciation] That was one of the best days of my life! Seventeen
hours, Steve [his stunt double] almost never got in –I was
fighting the whole time and I loved it. The very next day, I was
playing William with the wig and the squinting. There was twelve
hours difference between the two and I said to Joss ‘Dude,
this is just like Repertory Theater. This is what I dreamt of when
I was in high school but when I got out of college all the Rep companies
had gone bankrupt and there really isn’t that experience of
actors much anymore.’ He got this little look in his eye and
said, “Maybe we should continue that philosophy.” And
then he started having Shakespeare readings and then at the end of
reading the plays, they would start drinking and I would watch them
get drunk which is always fun, and we’d start singing. First
we started singing old standards and then people started bring out
their own material. I started bringing out my own material and finally
Joss was like “Well, this sucks but I’ll play it for
you” and it would be amazing! Week after week, he would keep
coming up with songs and we kept giving him reinforcement saying ‘Joss,
you are really good at this.’ Then he decided to go ahead and
write the musical. [Audience applauds] It’s one of the wonderful
things when artists are put in close proximity and they are allowed
to really talk to each other and not kiss ass and really cross-pollinate.
(Text)
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Props |
| "Props
to all regional theater actors. I respect you and your decision. You're
fighting the good fight -- and I sold out. But it's soooo delicious
to sell out in L.A. There are some good writers down here." -
JM |
| Acting - Camera - Sunday
Plays - Props - Star
Wars - Mixed |
Star
Wars Rummors |
Excerpts
from an interview with JM about the Star Wars rummors.
Q: Can you address the rumors on the Internet
that you are being considered for a role in the next Star Wars
movie?
JM: I would love that! I got interviewed
for the Darth Vader role because George Lucas was aware of me.
His daughter is a fan and like every good dad, he loves everything
his daughter loves so he loves me. [Laughs] They came to the set.
I still have a candle from his daughter. I went on this interview
for the Vader role, in which he was supposed to be seventeen. [Chuckles]
I said ‘I don’t want to cut myself off at the knees
here but I’m not really seventeen.’ And they were like “We
know we just wanted to meet you and see if there is anything down
the road.” So, I don’t know. Maybe they are percolating
something – probably not. (Text)
Q: The stuff I was reading mentioned the role
of the young Grand Moth Tarkin.
JM: Yeah, the Peter Cushing role? He and I have
those cheekbones, right? [Laughs]
Oh, he destroyed Alderaan, didn’t he? Affecting a British accent he says “Foolish
child”
Oh, did you guys notice in that scene, Carrie Fisher has an English accent?
Affecting a female British accent saying her line…You can just tell that
was the first day of filming and they got the dailies back and George was like “Carrie,
never mind the accent, honey.” (Text) |
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"I'm
very ambitious. I want the world. But it also can lead, if one's
not careful, to cutting moral corners."
"I
remember having a beer with Bob Scoggins, and asking, 'How the hell
do you do Shakespeare?' He looked at me and said, 'Kid, stand up
straight, say your line and get off stage.' That may be the most
helpful advice anyone's ever given me." - JM
"You know what? Support actors and regular actors are exactly
the same people, only at different times of their careers," he
points out, as though he's given the matter a lot of thought. "I'm
in the fat part of my career. Careers go in cycles, and this is
the fattest cycle I've ever had." JM (The
Realm) "The hero must, by definition, be generic. Functionally and
structurally, the audience must see the world through the eyes
of the hero. They can't be so specific as to alienate anyone in
the audience. That can mean they can be a bit flat. Now, I'm not
saying anything against a good hero (and Robert Redford and Paul
Newman do it the best!) but it's an art unto itself to give depth
to that job," he explains. "But villains have a very
easy way to just blow the camera away. The camera wants to be blown
away, you get the cool, low rumbling music, you get to grab people
by the throat and throw them against the wall. Yeah, villains are
the absolute best you can hope for! Hey, I get to be rude to everyone
around me, c'mon!" JM (The
Realm) "Some
of the stuff that I adapted for the theater was a readaptation of
Life is a Dream, which is the Latin Hamlet. It's a beautiful story,
and I was lucky enough to work with someone who had majored in Spanish
in college and had done his thesis -- he was a double-major in Spanish
and theater -- so he did his thesis on the play -- and so we were
able to go back to the original Spanish and see what other translators
had done with it. We found huge changes in the plays -- excising
scenes, adding their own scenes, changing characters and stuff,
and we were really trying to get back to what the playwright had
originally done. That was very exciting." - JM
With his California drawl and upbeat demeanour, James appears
very different in real life from the caustic and tense English
vamp he
plays on screen. What goes into creating his TV persona? "It's
instinctual and not planned. I'm just responding to the words [in
the script]. You read it and it's a lot of work to get what resonates
off that page, to actually imprint that on a piece of film. And that's
my job, that's the trenches of acting. There is extraordinary power,
I've learned, in the close-up. That you can say, 'I'm gonna kill
you' in such a way as to mean, 'I love you,' and you can say, 'I
love you' in such a way as to mean, 'I'm gonna kill you.' That is
my input - it's what you see in my eyes. But as far as what the character
goes through, the arcs of the character, the brush strokes, the things
that more than anything define the character - those are the words.
And those are not me. "
I have tried to learn the lesson that the
camera is wanting something real to happen for the first time, wanting
to document
something real. And so my instinct toward planning things doesn't
serve me in film. It serves me well in stage, but it's too artificial
for film. And so the best things that are happening [in the performance]
are things that I'm not aware of. I call it 'the sandlot.' It's the
parameters of the situation. We ask the audience to suspend their
disbelief, and there's a way of working in which you suspend your
disbelief as well and once you release yourself into that reality,
you cannot make a mistake. It's not about planning anything, because
really, in your own sick little head, you're really there and you
really are Spike. And that's what I'm trying for." JM (Text)
Q: How does one select acting roles?
JM: You
know, that is the most important question for an actor because I
think actors are servants. They do best when they just want to
serve the words and let the words do the work for you. I see a lot
of actors saying stuff like “Well, I don’t feel comfortable
saying that line. Let’s change the line.” I don’t
really believe in that. I think that you have all your decision making
when you choose the role and after that process, you are just a servant
and your job is just to go along and do it.
I like projects that seem
to be about something; have more meat for the audience to hook into
and I think are much more satisfying
than more empty projects or projects that might be saying things
we’ve heard a thousand times. So, I look a lot at the overall
script and what the effect is going to be on the audience – that
is as important to me as how well my role may be or how big it may
be. If you are in the middle of a really great project, you just
look better even if you have five lines. It’s a hard question.
I’ve spent my life looking for good writing and I think I can
recognize it. It’s really the overall writing that I look at,
if that makes any sense. Does that help at all? A really opaque answer.
One
of your co-actors in a previous play talked about how a prop gun
didn’t go off and you had to improvise the scene by saying “Bang!”
JM: [Laughs] Is that Scott Lowell? Yeah, he is on
Queer As Folk now. He is a great actor, great guy. (Text)
Q: Stories about when things just go up in theater are the most
fun. Do you have other stories?
JM: Yeah, you don’t get stuntmen or that beautiful word “Cut!
Let’s go again.”
Well, one [story] that didn’t happen to me. I was doing Ionesco’s “Rhinoceros” which
has thirty different rhinoceros popping over all the time and I was,
like, rhinoceros twenty-eight. The third act revolves around a brandy
bottle and all the plot points go through the brandy bottle and they
forgot to set the bottle [on stage]. [Chuckles] So Toby Anderson,
a fabulous older actor in the lead, could not get off stage to get
the bottle. There was no exit for him so there was no way to fix
it. So, all the interns were gathered around the backstage just watching
this fifty-five year old actor figure out how to tell the story off
the cuff. Yeah, he came backstage and he exploded. He was just “F---!”
In general it is my favorite time, when things go wrong because
something real happens. It gives a chance for the actors to respond
in a real way and in a way that can connect with the audience like
nothing else. I remember I was doing “The Tempest” in
L.A. and a lot of the characters were barefoot. Mine weren’t
but my girlfriend’s were and so were a lot of other people
and they broke glass on the stage. Somebody dropped something and
there was real glass shattered all over the stage. The audience was
uncomfortable, the actors were talking and nobody could figure out
how to slyly get all that glass. I just said ‘Guys, I’ll
take care of it.’ And in my next entrance, I just stopped the
play. I picked up the glass and then started my monologue picking
up the glass and just got it out and everyone was just like “Thank
God!” [Laughs] An older actor once told me a long time ago,
if something goes wrong – admit it. You can’t deny it.
Five hundred people just saw it happen so the best thing you can
do is go “Bang.” [Laughs] (Text)
Q: Of writing, acting or singing, which gives
you the most satisfaction?
JM: I can’t split it up. The singing thing
is much more vulnerable and scary to me both because it is live and
somehow for me, sustaining a note and producing that sound makes
you dig into an emotional realm or at least makes you connected to
it. Also, the fact that I am singing my own material or material
that I was on hand for when it was being made and I really know what
it is about. So there is a real terror of ‘God, I’m going
to be too honest today’ and then the joy of ‘Hey, they
love it!’ I can’t tell this to my own brother, you know.
I can’t tell most of this stuff to anybody but I’m just
singing it out and they like it.
Acting for film is a little frustrating. I like to say on stage, the actor is
like a chef at Benihana. He gets all the ingredients and he has to create the
product at the point of sale, so to speak. So it all goes through him and everybody
else is simply giving him ingredients to use to create the art at that time.
But in film, you are just one of the ingredients and the chef is the editor who
creates the art later. It’s freeing to only be concentrating on the minutiae
but it’s also a bit of a smaller job so you end up having to do less of
a job but you make it look much better and that is really cool. It’s all
different. I don’t know if I have a real preference. I have to say being
in front of an audience is something that is probably my favorite thing.
As for writing, I’ve kind of written all my life. I had theater companies
in Chicago and Seattle and a lot of our plays were taken from other source material
and put into a play or original material. At one point, we translated “La
Vida es Sueno” which is “Life is a Dream” which is known as
the Latin “Hamlet” written by Pedro Calderon De LA Barca. I was so
proud of us because we read all the translations and they all sucked. So we went
back and retranslated it and discovered that a lot of liberties had been taken
with that play and that maybe a lot of people didn’t know a lot about that
play. We did a really successful production of it and I’m really proud
of that. Writing music forces you to really get down to the core of what you
want to talk about because you can’t use that many words. I call it whining,
you know, because a lot of my songs are dark, about love not gotten and all of
this stuff but if you can take your pain and make it beautiful, I think that
is the best thing. At least that is what I tell myself when I think that I am
just whining. (Text)
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